Random Post 1

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* I thought adults should already know what they're doing. That they should know what's right, what's wrong. I'm mistaken.

* When I grow up, I will be the best mom this world will ever see. I won't send my children to bed crying, I will tuck them in and say goodnight. I want to sing them a lullaby, but knowing my vocal range and singing abilities, I would think twice. I will try my best to be free during Saturdays, for I will make that a family activity day. I will teach them how to ride a bike, how to fly a kite, how to knit and sew, how to cook adobo and sinigang, how to fix a broken chair. I will sit with them infront of the tv, laughing at the characters of the show they like, cry with them if the handsome lead actor dies. I will play with them their video games, rejoice when Mario beats Bowser, get afraid when Nemesis shows up in Resident Evil, cringe when their character dies in Modern Warfare. Sundays will be church day, then after praising God, we will go to the mall for a serving of chocolate ice cream or a plate of cake and spaghetti. Weekdays will be study days. I will sit with them while they do their homeworks, correct their spelling, check their multiplication, smile at their art assignments. I will love their Dad with all my heart and be faithful in him until my last breath. And when I'm already in heaven, I'll look down at my kids and see them successful, happy and contented, I'll smile and know that I have done a good job of raising them up. :')

* My Kuya Pong will always be a hero. He will be that guy who saves the day, even without wearing a cape and a big belt. He is, and will always be, my childhood superhero. Even when I'm already 70, and he's 76.

* Blind - Lifehouse
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was beforeBut nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

* I recently found out that your heart can also be broken by the person you really really really love the most. And that person isn't the one you love *romantically*, not the person of the opposite sex that makes you blush. it's the person whom you taught will shield you all your life.

* Whoever you are that's reading this, I want to tell you that you are an awesome person. Somewhere out there, somebody loves you. Somewhere out there, some people are glad they're friends with you. Somewhere out there, somebody is regretting he/she/they let you go. You are unique. You are awesome. You are made in God's image. You are you.

* I have just proven that even when you're sad and down, life won't stop. The world will still go on. So it's your choice if you will just stay in the dark of your sadness, or go out and enjoy the sun that still continues to shine.

* I survived January 1, 2010. 364 days to go. I can do this!

* I know I'm watching too much CSI and Criminal Minds. Coz the idea of being a Canadian Intelligence Officer appeals me much. I have researched what the qualifications are to be one, and what the duties will be. Oh my. I sometimes hate my mind for being so imaginative and wide. But still, I like to be an Intelligence Officer. I will go out there and save people, catch the bad guys, make people happy. This is the closest I can be to my not-so-real-ambition --- be a superhero.

* I just want to let you know that you have not wasted your time reading my random post. Coz somewhere in the middle, you smiled when I said you're awesome. :)

* Rico Blanco will forver be the hottest Filipino singer. I am currently listening to Rivermaya's live version of 214 and I can't help but smile while hearing his voice. What makes him hotter/more awesome is that he can't only sing. He can also dance (see Ayuz video), act (watch Nasaan si Francis? indie film), compose and write (You'll Be Safe Here, for me, is his most astig words written). Want a plus? He finished Management Economics in Ateneo. A man of talent. looks and most of all, brains. Need I say more?

* Never cry yourself to sleep. You'll wake up with thise big bulgy eyes and your glasses won't fit you anymore.

* I still love being Nathalie. There's no chance in hell I'll choose another life to live.

* Smile. Even when you're sad. It erases the pain bit by bit. :)